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Lol i had written so much of all i wanted to say, couldnt be in the same page ;/

So i am doing it again on this page (ouch) was basicly a list of ppl i wanted to thank.

Kreuz: thx for all the arguments about "hunter dps" and thx for helping me when i came to SoG i was a nub then and stil Am TL: for adding humor to such a demandingly hard job thx for leading us to many victories i think you do a great job. keep it up. Padding: thx for taking the time to talk to me m8 allways considered you as a friend. and thx for talking to me before quitting. Pente: i enjoyed our fights for DPs with your rogue m8 hope you can be all you want to be with your hunter. Vargen: thx for letting me back in the guild. i am sorry i fecked up, but il allways remember you as a decent and funny guy.
Adu-rofl man you were a hilarious one atleast by my humor, and allways the one of the officers to keep hes cool. Lunares: thx for all the chats m8 also thx for the 20 man raids you did a fantastic job there. bastet: hmm i enjoyed talking to the real bastet prior to becoming an officer m8. i blame the stress that you must be under that has cahnged you a lot. i appreciate the sizeable effort you put into making SoG a better guild for us. you fool Raggy oh raggy i enjoyed the talk of "sweaty leather pants" on ts a long time ago. also thx for allways being there for us in MC and bwl it really made a difference. Tanales: my favorite officer hands down you allways had my back m8 no matter how much overaggro:tongue: i hope you felt i had yours as well! thx for keeping the side of this hopeless case m8 /hug.
Ratatosk omg m8 i will miss you dearly your kindness to me i cannot describe in words i allways enjoyed our talks m8 the most kind man i know. 5 thumbs up for you ! Secohan you fall in the same category m8 thx for your kind words to me before i quit it really made me feel a lot better, i am sorry i never took the time to get to know you better m8. the most honestman i knew. SoulB a friend i never thought id get a man who has incredible raid motivation and as honest as player as ive ever seen. thx m8 i hope it all works out with your SiS soon m8 Gl. Menedil and Dajo these 2 wil allways be timeless for me i cannot forget our tme in WOW so many adventures GIB GROUP 7 PLZ!!!!!. thx for playing with me guys i hope you get all your worht in this game. both of you! Voretex thx for a lot of PVP we sure gave them a run for their money you know i really like ya ? :happy: Sinap and Neff.. omg liek grow up pliex hehe thx for all the fun moments you 2 GL with both of your raiding succes! luthor and Torir both genuinly decent guys. i overly enjoyed playing and chatting with. il miss ya guys for your sincerity.
Stronti: thx for all the pvp fun m8 i really enjoyed defending 2 on 5, they never knew what hit em Asheera: thx for all the honest chat m8 you have an incredible potential for dmg m8 i hope you get to use all of it someplace ! Whisperer: omg lol sorry i made ya make all those pots for Domo (that took a bit of time) that i never got the cance to give the raid a s we pawned domo:) thx Kreggie for the help on them damn bugs couldnt have done it without ya m8 GL. lucian: sorry i was sucha  crappy friend to you once, ive seen you grow to a fine hunter m8! and i am sorry you never get to sing on TS Spiritus: thx for the mnamna song on TS, really cheerful for me when i was tired and then i saved the best for last! Thx Marduk for allways being there for me! allways helpfull! allways willing to get in trouble with me! i hope you know i felt like you were a brother i never had, truly the best son a father could have. a true gem of a person.. i gotto quit now cos i cant hold back a tear ;/ (BIG HUG)
 
...Sorry if my punctuation is messed up been awake for 24h now and its taken me 3h to complete all this writing so its a mess :happy:

I wont reply to this anymore but feel free to write anything you want about me i wil read each one for as long as officers let me have my right to read this forum. may it be rant flame or just spam as long as its honest.

SO GOOODLUCK SOG!!!!!!!!!! i hope for many years of succesfull raiding for you guys, and i intend to check on your raid proggress and grz from inside. thx for all the fun and memories m8s. bye bye Ashjen out

At first i thought i wouldnt write anything becos we allready did this once and i dont want to "fish" for long goodbyes. i just pulled a double shift 16h and i had a lot of time to be with my thoughts. So i realized that if i dont say anything ppl wil just make their own conclusions of me + its cowardice to not give some sort of reason as to why i killed my character that i "loved" and worked so hard on.
So what you saw was that i didnt get some shitty loot, went blitz!:taz: and deleted my character. true, but thats only one side of the coin. ive been thinking really hard about why i did what i did and i did come to a conclusion. in these couple days of silence.

 Tho i want to clear before i go on that i am not out to flame anyone or anything becos that is not how id like to be rememberd by my friends. this one is coming straight from the heart and should it hurt anyones feelings i apologize.

Anyhow i rewinded a bit of my feelings as to why did it affect me so HARD  to lose the xbow?! after all its just loot and when i quit WoW and came back i didnt come for no loot, but becos i dearly missed my friends and needed  their company. so why?

Well it all goes back to when i came back to WOW and to SoG and my rg1 status had been removed (becos of my own wishes) so there i was. a hunter ready for action, and most of all! a human wishing to reunite with friends for the fun that comes out of raiding. but so went a week, and it was quite boring. since i couldnt attend raids, and so went another week with same thing. i did try my hardest but wasnt allowed to attend raids. so gradually the itch of raiding started affecting me badly! after all it was all i had done for the past year or so what else was there? so when an offer From righteous came:blink: i ofc took it blindly, in hopes of a lot of raiding fun- fully aware it wouldnt be the same thing. but i thought hey, i am not raiding with SoG thus they dont need me. and i wil stil have my friends anyhow so why not.

So i was there for 2-3 weeks and came to realize why i really played this game. it indeed was becos of close friends and fun with them. playing with righteous was ofc fun in ways of learning new stuff. but it was allready a tight community that i didnt belong to. so i left them. and was close to quitting again. when i heard there was an opening in SoG rg1 again:clap::clap: MY SPOT after all, prior to leaving i had one of the best attendance of RG1 i had most dkp of hunters! i had KILLED my Rl literally to be in raids as much as possible. i had "shed blood, sweat and tears" to allways be there as much as possible. so i had earned My Spot with friends i respected and liked.

but strangely and very conveniently as i rejoined the guild, a new rule had been implemented. and this rule was: anyone who leaves the guild wil lose all of their dkp ALL OF IT! now when i had left the guild such rule had not been made, but as i rejoined. it had suddenly been finalized... now we had member/s who had /gquit a thousand times and come back and had not lost a single point of dkp. but when me joining righteous for no more than 3 weeks came back lost ALL OF MY DKP!:angry: alll that i had worked for... for nearly a year:thumbsdown: all of those cancelling appointment with Girlfriend to play. all of those grinding for pots /agi boosts to get those first kills. ALL of them erased! this was to me the most devastating thing i had yet encountered in WoW.

 so i did talk to some officers about it, and they did try to make it so that it would be a DKp penalty as in maybe say loosing 500 dkp instead of NEARLY 2000 DKP!!! but some officers apparently would have none of it. so i felt like getting punished for leaving WoW when my lifestyle was unbareable, and then joining righteous when there was no spot nor any idea when a spot was going to be open to raid with SoG.

But in my mind i was happy to be raiding with SoG again:clap: and i had all my friends closely around me. so i thought meh what the heck?! atleast il have fun raiding so lets forget about it.

But that was my biggest mistake! what i didnt realize was, by taking ALL of my Dkp the officers had totally ERASED me. all the things i had worked So damn hard for had been taken away from me. now i did mention its not about loot and its only a bonus that comes from raiding, but stil its compareable to losing your pension:yell: imo its a guarantee that you are indeed acknowledged for the hard work and effort you have put in a guild. and insurance that you wil allways be compensated more than some new hunters/ppl that join in to A READY HARDCORE RAIDING GUILD THAT YOU HELPED CREATE.

So who was there when we had trouble getting enough ppl to kill domo? yeh thats been erased. so who was there when we could barely get 30 ppl to kill ragnaros after wiping for 1 month straight? yeh thats been erased.
so who was there for WEEKS and WEEKS of wiping and wiping on razorgore while a lot of ppl didnt show up. i WAS there for each friggin wipe. but yeh thats been erased.
same for VAEL who was there never coming to a raid without some means to increase Dps for that fight, with mongoose pots, fish that gave mana regen and + agility. stuff you get from fellwood to increase your hp by 10 points, Hp pots, FR pots .you all know how long time it takes to get these stuff! and me like a lot of good rg1 ppl went the extra miles to get there. but in my case it was erased all those efforts gone. if anyone doubts my word its all on dkp site just check for my attendance prior to me quitting wow. every 2 days i am in a raid on all the hard ones. so did i earn it ? you decide... just like every1 else that went that extra mile. i think i did.

So THEN, i sit back and watch how each and every single one of the ppl who went the extra mile got all the items they had allways wished for mostly. examples. tanales got hes Xbow, rata got hes DS like he allways wanted. Tl and kreuz got their staff of shadowflame. secohan got hes legenday mace. vargen got just about everything ^^ raggy and gorion got their car door + a shitloads of other wet dreams. marduk got hes Mace. bastet got all the items he wanted. lunares got hes full set same to pente so all these dreams got fulfilled more or less. but for me the item i allways had wet dreams about indeed! was the Xbow8) the item that was "destined to take me to new heights in my dreams" the DS i couldnt care less for, i had allready passed some DS. The item that was allways haunting my thouhgts! it was my ashcandy it was my staff of shadowflame it was my legendary hammer. i deserved it! but i never did get it why? because of a louzy 3 weeks off from SoG. yeh i guess you could call me greedy? sure i could have waited another 5 months. eventually it would have dropped

 But when it did drop!!! and for a split second i thought finally the wait of 10 months has ended (i thought i would get it becos i had asked for hunters if it was OK to pass it for me and they were ok with it becos they knew what it meant for me) but i ddint get it:alien::pinch::frown::sad: and a hunter who had done far less in accomplishemnt than me got it. this was honestly the most excruciating thing ever for me in WoW. even more than losing my dkp. then it all snapped:angry: i got so enraged huhuran would look like a mouse in comparison. i wanted to scream and shout like hell i had waited SO LONG and i sure as hell was not gonna wait any longer so i did what i did .. i had lost all faith in the guild. i knew it was total madness, a childish act! but it didnt matter anymore... theres just somethings you cant take.

 anyhow as i told you in the beginning i am not trying to flame anyone. in hes heart that hunter did the right thing to improve hes dps, he had more dkp and it was hes rightfully to the system we used. and i should have been experienced enough to not get my hopes that high. becos as we all know, promises not written on paper do not hold.

so there you have it folks. dont take it as a flame plz. i hope maybe you get to understand me and the stupid yet necessary act that i did. if anyone actually had time to read that all i am sorry it was so long. sure was much less in my mind :tongue:

and as i said this is indeed my last post. i dont intend to write anything to reply to this post as indeed Ashjen is dead. he has been deleted and all hes gear disencahnted. so i am not coming back this time, alltho i really miss you guys allready and boy is it hard not to PLAY... goddamn it :laugh: but this time il sort that Rl now plz allow me to share some of my memories with all of you as a thank you for all the fun times we had together and i throughly enjoyed being a proud member of SoG and i think honestly officers are doing a great job pushing the guild to better and better results!

lol sinap dont go there. we have a hunter running around with a 37 dps bow and getting raped badly seeing a prot tank ninjaing 44 DPS! bow. uppgrade ? hello .. and raped badly again with 43.5 dps bow 14 agi. forget about the uppgrade .. think about how it feels to lose something that is your main source of dps to ppl who benefit either 0 or 2 agi .. id say OUCH to compare this feeling imagine dajo losing asscandy 2 TIMES to a paladin and a hunter .. so as i said dont go there


and i doubt il get used to seeing more prot specced warriors taking high dps bow from under hunters faces with this system, no matter how hard i try nefertem. YES I GOT MOST DKP THUS I EARNED EVERYTHING MUAHAHHA... lorntoplay your class plz and save some headache. this /w to ML about passing for priority works tho. should be mandatory i say. kk padding i owe you 4 cents allready <_<

Happy birthday bastet!!!!!:hapbday::hapbday: hope you can take it easy and enjoy the day :biggrin:

Nebuo basicly said what i mean but much gentler. i just cant tolerate ppl who would take an item that is almost of no uppgrade for them. (and as to what neff said i dont mean dont ever take "y" bow or other way around just saying show the decency to wait for all those who benefit more directly and knowingly to get them first. were all guildies here we wil all get the items we want in time.)  thus i made an angry post, but nonethless you did get the point. which has now come out very strongly. and that is DONT friggin take something you know some1 else benefits 99.999999% more than you pretty pretty plz. simple things like these are the stuff of war and illnes. a greed of one person can bring down a city! and thanks dajo for for making my post much more clearer never was any good at that.

also dont worry bastet you took my post the way you want to take it i didnt think you would have taken it any differently. and your reply dont suprise me.

i gotto agree with shadowscream here. hes talking sense and wth is this about dkp, so if i had the most dkp and took a staff of shadowflame for no other purpose but to improve my arcane shots it would be ok and you would have to respect my "playstyle" becos it is my decision and i think it would be an uppgrade for me.? i am thinking officers are being very lazy on this subject. for rg1. and when did this change ? so your thinking a pally should get an ashcandy over a dps warrior just becos he can? and what if it would hit officers personally? atm officers rule the dkp on their category so a rogue should get huhurans stinger becos he gets 4 more agility on it while it is way better than hunter quest bow and hunters would go from kitty cat to big mother****ing lion! with it ... or maybe a priest should get that fish staff becos they can do nice melee atacks with it in pvp?? if we are really gonan go with this kinda shitty lootsystem on account of officers dont wanting to do their research and tell all whiners to shut the hell up then this is not the lootsystem i would like to play with. so you think ppl are going to respect each other and be considerate to one another? and so lets not even do ML and hope that every1 know what they should take. why do you think there is a word called priority ? why do you think most guilds use priority ? becos if we dont soon we wil have pallys dpsing with ashcandy rogues running with hunter bows while hunters got bows they been using a year ago. so they go melee on bosses with viskags... priests healing with druid items and druids going dps with warrior items .. and then we sit back and wonder why our dps is not enough for this and that ? i hope the officers start acting like one. that is why you are there to sort it all and see it all goes down fairly. sure there wil allways be ppl who wil whine or feel mistretead. but what i see atm would leave A lot more ppl whining and really feeling unappreciated. so plz officers start making this right we all invest a lot of time to this, you cant allways have the top dkp doesnt mean you need to suffer for it by seeing something clearly made for your class go to some1 who cant do **** with it just becos they dont got the brains to think outisde the box. thats my 2 cents if you disagree to bad i dont need 10 posts telling me how wrong i am kk? this is just my opinion as an rg1 member.

OK today is prolly as good day as any i am gonna be online the whole day prolly leveling my alt a bit but il keep Msn on for duckie just give him a shout and il get right on with me main for some PAIN! so let your pair know and come at us, il promise wel make it real short and fast for ya

LOL TL ! but have you seen marduk heal? after a while they wil both get tired and go cry to nef as il just stand there while marduk bubble heals me with like unending mana

bb sinap go get some dps items so i can use you for pvp oh and get some HP stuff as well you tink i can heal? GL m8 i am sure you wil spam me at some point when your bored (as you allways do :happy:)

yeh what umbra said

hmm did you mean mad dps ftw? :narnar:

hmm whos spot m8? if the raid is not full, ofc il get in the raid on my own spot as rg1 member ..:blink: maybe i misunderstood something just got off nightshift its 7 am :S and i didnt once ask for any special treatment did i say that? i asked for a rule change or something similar this would mean it applies to everyone. but i can see how damaging it is if we have half the ppl logging in later just for the loot ;/ bah humanity sucks we should all be cows.

Amen the tribe has spoken.

/hug soul ya are a good judge of ze character

no dajo i thought of the idea this morning didnt catch that post of yours. anyohw nice to see you guys getting all fired up. this could be a very nice way while waiting on those damn que times! all me and duckie gotto say is BRING IT! gotto work now ;S but i hope we get our first challenge by tomorrow latest Have fun sogers and ce you in game soon.