i can honestly say this,,,when i got benched i said i was off on my alt!!and i did then i also went on my ts server to speak with my girlfriend to explain whats happening with my dad!then logged to go se him in hosp,,,came back and asked drea how things where going and to be completely honest i thought his answer was ignorant!!!ofcourse i would have said something but was just kinda upset at seeing him like this!!not a nice time for anyone to be honest!! and yeah i am very stupid to have left and i was realy enjoying it!!loved every min of the time i had!!but i threw it away,,hope you guys can understand and drea im sorry for saying that also